Love

When you walk JoliGabrielle to her door to keep her safe even though you know there is no danger.When that once she's out of sight, she's all you think about. Being able to still smell her on your shirt, and remembering the times you laid by her holding her close to you. When even a second of her not in your sights scares you half to death, let alone not knowing where she is for two minutes. When you stay up late, hoping to stay up longer than your parents, so you can get your phone back to just say "Good night" to her.

Love isn't obsessive texting or calling, it's worrying if they're alright, hoping that they're sleeping okay even if that means you have to stay up all night worrying. Rubbing the huge empty space in bed wishing were they could lay, it's where no matter how long you have together, you make the most of it. It's not a dictatorship where one has control over the other, it's working together, helping each other, and making sure they're alright about it.

I miss her, and I guess it would make me a bad boyfriend if I didn't.  Sometimes I think she could have better, closer, but then I think about it. No, she cant because she knows I am the best, and always tells me. She's the best to me, for me. There is no one that could possibly be better than my lovely baby girl. She means so much to me, and if anything ever happened to her....I would flip shit and beat peoples asses until they helped her and she was okay again. She's the reason I'm still going because there have been times I just didn't want to get out of bed, just to stay there and sleep for eternity. But I think of her when ever I get down, whenever I feel like giving up.

I have her, what do you have?